Guild Wars Support Breast Cancer Awareness

Today I was so surprised and excited with GW supporting breast cancer by selling PINK dyes for armour. Before this, there wasn't any pink dyes and we had to mix some colours to produce pink colour.

This is me and Al

With this event happening today, Oni and I stocked up alot of pink dyes as it mixed well with the armour. If it wasn't for Ash to have tagged me in his Pink armour picture, I wouldn't have known. The cause is for breast cancer awareness.

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Think Pink! Support Breast Cancer Research

15 October 2010

ArenaNet is happy to support Gaming World Entertainment Network,Malibu Barbie, and the Gamers Giving Back team, who are hosting Pink Day in LA to raise funds for the Canadian Cancer Society and breast cancerresearch! They've got lots of prizes and fun activities planned, and we've pitched in by adding a special pink dye vendor to Lion's Arch so everyone can get in the spirit! Pink Day in LA takes place on October 16 from 12:00 PM – 6:00 PM Mountain Standard Time (GMT -6) in the Lion's Arch International Districts. For more information on Pink Day in LA, check the event page and the official   Day in LA website." (http://guildwars.com/) This is Oni's character in Pink (bottom picture).  He's been trying effortly to get a pink dye and now he doesn't have to since there's PINK DYE!! Hooray!! So that's all for today! Can't wait for Halloween to come!

SwiㅡT - On and On MV feat. Jinhwan

Do you feel these warm eyes caring for you?
I like you so much
I wanna fall asleep with my head on your chest
The look in our eyes lloks after us
And our dreams as my head rests against your shoulder

* Chorus *
For eternity I go on and on wishing I were in love
Whatever kinds of days seperate us
For eternity I'll love you so much
If you're deep in my heart I'll go on and on

Thank you for being so dear when times were tough
Thank you for letting me lean on you
I'm happy when I see in your eyes how sincere you are
I can feel you

* Chorus

Don't ask why the wind blows..
Or why this love is for you..
I would've changed myself for you, but that's okay
I believe in our love

* Chorus

Lyrics from Aheeyah.com

**Miss listening to this. I want to sing this to the person who I call my own! xD

This Blogger is sick

After 3 years being healthy back in Melbourne, I got my 2nd sore throat of the year. This time its worst than the first one which happened 3 weeks past. Its the sore throat that causes you to have thick phlegm, snorts and coughs. My voice is also sexy at the moment. I had the symptom on last Saturday. Got worst on Monday. Sunday I felt really weak and fatigue. Man! I wish viral flu really have a cure. It takes a week or so to get well.

That last saturday I also managed to bake the HERSHEY'S "PERFECTLY CHOCOLATE" Chocolate Cake it was quite a success for the cake but not the frost.

My version

Though I'm still pondering how I got sick. It was that evening, I felt my throat aching while playing Guild Wars. Well, as Sansan told me before, my fengshui for this year, my health will be affected mostly oral (throat mouth area). Really dreading this. Sometimes I don't have energy to do something and I rather stay in bed. Worst, all us ladies in the family got sick. My mother was the first one to have it, then me, then my little sister and second older sister and lastly my oldest sister.

Anyways, on last Monday was Energy Day in Brunei and hence I pledge myself to switch off the my computer and air condition for the whole of Monday (midnight till Tuesday) but for Brunei it was only from 9am-9pm on that day itself. Our fuel were sold at commercial price and the day before everyone queued up for petrol which was at the subsidized price.

It was worth the effort as on the website stated:

"

eSaving SOS has officially ended, the final energy consumption results is 5,520.96MWh. A reduction of 56.4MWh from the benchmarked data from 958 individuals pledges and a total of 103 organisation pledges" Source: http://www.esavingday.com/ Yesterday went out to accompany Kilz for her car being serviced. While waiting I had my round of Nasi Kandar at Kayu, was alright but abit of disappointment. Then we went out to get money from ATM and soon as I went to get my sister from work, Kilz got called that her car was done. So we waited for my sister, as soon as we got out from my sister's office compound, her boss asked her to return as the Crown Prince was around. We end up making another turn back to my sister's office. So had to leave her there and send Kilz to get her car. After that I had to pick up my nephew from my sister's in-laws house before picking up my sister. Kilz and I had the same thought when it came to energy, we wasted alot of fuel going round and round. It might been the fact that we saved too much that it's being compensated for that day. Today, I did alot of snoozing. This sickness is causing me to sleep alot. I hope I get better tomorrow. I don't like this kind of sickness but its hereditary. Our family get sick from throat. blurgh! Annoying. Anyways, enjoy life :D I'm going to take my medicine before having another round of sleeps.

Wheesung - Trickling MV (English Sub)

Korean name of the song is Jooroorook. Which is a sound effect describing one's tear dropping.

neomu haengbok-haeseo geuge neul buran-haesseo
unjenga ibyeori ggumel ggaedeut olteni
niga eopseodo na gyeou sal su itdor(d)ok
gagojjem-n hamyeon-seo oneurel junbi-haesseo
nal ddunaganen neol geujeo ihaehaneun chuk
seulpeuji aneun-chuk gyeni namjadaun chuk
uggaer(d)-l pyego han son-l naemilgo
bogi joke bonaejuryeo haesseon-neunde
cham mar(d)i updeon haneu-r(d)-n
ggeunnae nae pyeoni anind-t
mar(d)-n nalcie gum-en gur(d)eml
oh hanadulcik molgo d-reowasseo

(hook)
nan ur(d)emeul chamneunde uneuse nae ulgur(d)e
jurerererek jurerere(rek)
gul-geun bitbangul naerieo
ggok naega wooneun geotchurum ohaehage mandreo
o-ae naega sir(d)eojeotneunji mo-uga sir(d)ujeotneunji
mutgosip-en maeumi mogeul jolado
nan deo balge woo-smyeo mar(d)halgeoya
cham joeun sar(d)anghaetdago
bye bye bye baby
na-e na-e na-e
pyeongsaeng
yeongwonhee sojunghee
ganjikdoel gomaun sar(d)ang annyeong


gal gosi itdamyeon g-jeo bikieo jur(d)eohae
molae ni sosikman chajaseo deur(d)lgae
heor(d)akhaejule na honja soomeoseo
neor(d)l chooeokhaneun e-r(d)n hal soo itgae
na neor(d)an sar(d)am man-naseo
sar(d)ang-erangeol baewotseo
ge gapjin mam an itgo da-eum
saeng-edo neol dasi man-nagil bilgeoya

(hook)

nan haejunge neomunado upseoseo
bonaejulddae jooieojul gieogi pir(d)yohatseo
malg-en gong-giwa janjanhan bar(d)am
meotjin ibyeol mandlgo sipeotneundae-eh-eh
(hook)
pyeongsaeng
yeongwonhee (yeongwonhee) sojunghee (yeongwonghee)
ganjikdoel (igen)
gomaun sar(d)ang annyeong (yeongwonhee annyeong)

Translation:
Was too happy. Always felt insecure.
Someday break-up will come as if waking up from a dream
Even without you “I will just get by”
That’s what I had in my mind as I prepared today
You leaving me, and me pretending to understand…
Pretending not to be sad. Pretending to be a decent man.
Stretching out my shoulders. Stretching out my hands
And tried to look good.
The silent sky as if it’s not on my side
It came with dark clouds on a clear sky.

I am holding back my tears but all of the sudden it’s rippling-rippling
Thick raindrops dropping and now it gives misconception that I am trying
"Why did you begin to dislike me, which part has gotten boring"
That’s what I want to ask, but
I will say “It was good relationship” with a brighter smile.
Bye Bye Bye baby, my, my, my love which will be treasured forever (forever) and preciously (preciously).
Good bye you grateful love.

If you have no where to go, I will move away
I’ll secretly hear new-info about you
Give me permission, I will hide alone so I can remember those memories
I’ve learned a lot about love after meeting you
That precious feeling, forget me and I will pray that I will meet you again next life.

I am holding back my tears but all of the sudden it’s rippling-rippling
Thick raindrops dropping and now it gives misconception that I am trying
Why did you begin to dislike me, which part has gotten boring"
That’s what I want to ask, but
I will say “It was a good relationship” with a brighter smile.

I had nothing, so when sending me away, I needed a memory to grab on to
Clean air and calm wind. I wanted to have a “cool” farewell but...

I am holding back my tears but all of the sudden it’s rippling-rippling
Thick raindrops dropping and now it gives misconception that I am trying
"Why did you begin to dislike me, which part has gotten boring"
That’s what I want to ask, but
I will say “It was good relationship” with a brighter smile.
Bye Bye Bye baby, my, my, my love which will be treasured forever (forever) and preciously (preciously).
Good bye you grateful love.

source: http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/33996/wheesung/trickling.html

BLoodRedRosez on Xanga

http://bloodredrosez.xanga.com/
The Blogs are great to read but I came to see the lyrics translation :)

Pizza Day!

Yes, this week its our turn to take care of Saifullah and he seems to be getting his weight back although he's having a slight fever. Anyways, right after midnight, I wasn't able to sleep. I had remembered someone I missed dearly for the past two years after he left this world. I cried remembering the times I would have someone to talk with late at night and just randomly talk. Feeling so attached, its hard to let it go especially if u want to remember that person.

I end up sleeping 4am when it started to rain. Though had to wake up around 8am to make Saifullah take his nap and we both end up sleeping for an hour and half which was alright for me and I needed to make my pizza pies as I was craving for them last week. I managed to make the dough before my mum passed Saifullah to me. So had to pamper him while waiting for 30 minutes for the dough to rest. Luckily my sisters came back and passed him to them 

Too bad I wasn't able to get a pizza pie for lunch due to the resting time. I made quite a random of toppings, sausage, chicken and pineapple, prawns and pineapple, chicken and sausage, and Triple fillings (chicken, sausage and Prawn with pineapple). The triple fillings and prawn was a hit. My mum and aunt took most of the triple fillings while my big brother took 3/4 of the prawn pizza all to himself after my maid cut a slice for herself.

The first layer of the triple fillings

The best one that my Aunt and my mum grabbed for bites!

After the pizza meal, I log on for awhile and then, went to bed for a nap. Gosh, I felt how tired my eyes were and I woke up an hour later to have my dinner. Soon, back online to update you people with this and coincidentally, Ben was online telling me how much he feels like running away from stress for a Month! I would have join him but too bad we're not in the same country.

Been suggesting ideas for him but there were always a problem and I totally gave up.

Anyways, that's all for today. Hoping to revive this again though my life is not exciting since I don't have a job yet and Honours seems like its fading away as my respond from Griffith is quiet........... Oh well! 

Leaving my Monday with Blue Monday's Orgy~~~! Miss listening to this song. Say goodbye to Monday soon and hello to Tuesday :D

The Ugly Truth about Managing People: 50 (Must-Get-Right) Management Challenges...And How to Really Handle Them (Paperback)

Rating:
Category:	Books
Genre:	Business & Investing
Author:	Ruth King

I am still reading this book and on page 37. This book consist of true stories of people managing their inferiors and ways to overcome it or some had to experience the worst. Its a good book to learn ways to overcome and learn from lessons from these stories.

Management book can be used for anyone out there :D

W.A.W (What A Week) and a MUST READ for Facebook Users

Yes, I am so exhausted even though this week I'm off babysitting duties until tomorrow; Monday. Last Wednesday finally met up with my best friends excluding Masez as she's still in UK doing her exams. We had our late lunch at Pizza Hut Sg. Tilong. We kind of had a weird chat regarding football jerseys, boyfriends' interests....mostly boys stuff which was rare for us (Girls especially) to talk about. Must be due to World Cup season.

After the lunch, Kilz and I head on to play pool and at the same time accompany her to pay her car insurance but it closed at 4pm and we got there exactly 4pm. So, we went on to play pool and it was kind of an improvement since last week's Saturday we weren't getting any balls in. I miss playing pool since it was the game to play for during my Melbourne years. Too bad there isn't a Korean Pool,Snooker & Billiard bar here.

My first pooling moment after a few months

Anyways, the place was packed with smokers so it was annoying for us to play that we didn't managed to play a full hour and at the same time I was waiting to watch a movie with Eddie. We lasted probably 45 minutes in there and went separate ways. If Eddie really had cancelled the movie outing, then I would have accompany Kilz to Charles and Keith but he made it after his meeting ended.

So went to Qlap Seri Mall an hour early. While waiting, did my prayers and went to a dvd store. Bought those 4 in 1 DVDs all horror stories except one by late Yasmin Ahmad; Talentime. Her final movie before she left this world. Will be watching them with my cousin. We actually started last Monday for a movie date.  Anyways back to my movie outing with Eddie, so met him at the ticket counter and he wanted to pay for the tickets, unfortunately he didn't have exact change so I paid $3 extra. Worst was that we were suppose to watch Ip Man 2 but it was showing in another hour so we end up watching Iron Man 2, which both of us haven't watch the part 1.

Fortunately, Iron Man 2 was alright but I still prefer Ip Man 2 over it. Yes, I've watched Ip Man 2 already last two Saturday ago, ALONE! I wanted to watch it again not only to accompany Eddie but it was mind blowing action and hilarious. So hopefully next week, I'll find time to watch it with Eddie (if it'll still show at the cinema). I was a bit guilty to have the movie outing on, since he had to come back from work late and rush to watch a movie but end up watching something else. Well, at least he told me he had a short nap before coming but also felt guilty he hadn't dinner and I was in a rush to meet up with Dyna. Well, I also hadn't have my dinner that night.

The following day, I slept in. Thursday was all about resting. Haha! Friday, had to go over to my sister's place to babysit and it was the day that he got his hair shaved at Kakak Tateh's new crib. The house looks awesome! Surprisingly, all of the nieces and nephews were there which made the house sound like a play ground. I even watched Upin and Ipin (Malaysian educational cartoon) with them.

Picture Courtesy of Abang Aslan (Pretending to sit on the Sofa just to take this picture)

We had a great time at Kakak Tateh and went home late. I was really tired and worst thing was I had to wake up early on Saturday because Rahmah was coming over to have English tuition. So I wasn't that freshen up but luckily my brain was functioning well. After lunch I went for a nap...a very long nap. Had 3 hours sleeping and it weather was so nice, it was raining and coolness seems to fit in for a nice sleep.

Today is Sunday and it was another session of being disturb. My elder sister called up for breakfast but I wanted to sleep in, so everyone went except me. Loss? Nah...Had a great time sleeping though it wasn't peacefully. Just hate it when I don't get enough sleep and then someone comes in to wake me up. Then the joy of playing Guild Wars was just amazing for the first time in few weeks, was able to play with other players for PVP, worst thing we end up playing HA and I had my first win playing HA.

Then Al told me that Facebook privacy policy has changed. Anyone who adds application is consider also giving their information away to the third party. I was quite surprised as this thing should not happen. Obviously, there's a reason for privacy and we shouldn't be giving information to other people BLINDLY. It made me open my Facebook and started to delete all the applications. Guess what I had to scroll 7 times to look at the applications I had. So that is more than 100 applications and out of those, I actively use 2 to 3 applications. I was having a deleting application frantic while waiting to go in play HA.

And yes, I had headaches from it that I had to stop playing and give myself a breather. It was obvious, even if you had put yourself on privacy status, as long as you were in a social network, your profile can still be viewed. Al gave me a few links, but I prefer these ones: 

http://mattmckeon.com/facebook-privacy/ ,

http://news.cnet.com/8301-13577_3-20004379-36.html?tag=reddit2 

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/8681730.stm and 

http://www.quitfacebookday.com/

But you can read more on reddit.com. Search for: Facebook Privacy Policy and you'll find a list of

them waiting to be read by you

Not only did I remove applications, I even deleted most of my personal information and interests as

it led from one thing to another. Especially cases like identity theft, stalking (That's what I 

do best), and ripping off other people. I'll soon have to delete some my online application 

friends who help me to level up just to play those applications and that I never speak with. It 

gave me two options; delete my account or to keep it low for the mean time. So I chose option 

two. Its bad enough for me to have my account delete and lose contacts with my friends who are 

so into Facebook as there's no other option except Diaspora (Al also introduced me to this) but 

it's not a winning market just by looking at the name, it doesn't sound cool enough for people to 

join it.

So, now I will have to watch what I'm doing and post less personal information and photo albums 

to be deleted. Funny how I exposed some of my life on a blog yet I'm less worried because I 

have control and the privacy policy is not as screwed up as Facebook. So Thank you Multiply!

That will be all for today and as I hope many times, will try to update some more in the future.

A quiet day at home

Why? Because all my siblings and parent are out except my little Sis who is always in her room and my maid who is busy cooking for dinner right now. Its raining and it makes the house look gloomy. Don't get me wrong, I do love rainy days <3 

It's raining its pouring the old man is snoring~

And Oh boy, I have been struggling the whole (last) Tuesday afternoon looking for Honours program in different Universities in Australia. I actually had the chance to continue for my honours without waiting for another scholarship application form -_-" SO I blew my chances with Deakin as they had offer me for February intake and the application process was so easy to hand in.

Whilst the other Universities such as RMIT, Monash and Griffith, are giving me headaches. RMIT does not offer my course, so its the first one on the list to be crossed out. Monash does offer but I'm quite annoyed that they don't offer the one in Caulfield, so I sent them an email questioning WHY?! Griffith on the other hand, congratulated me for sending the application UNFORTUNATELY unable to process my application because I did not give my research topic and a supervisor's name WHICH was not asked on the online application.

So with they gave me a contact email, and I sent an email to Griffith Business School regarding this matter. Sadly, haven't got a response from them which I'll wait till Monday and if I still don't hear a word from them, I'll have to email back the International Student. Oh I pray to get it soon, so that I don't have to cancel off my chance with the scholarship. I'm trying to look for other University in Australia but most of them are too far from the City or Halal place, and some does not offer the course middle of the year. SIGH!

Luckily, there's a Career Carnival held at the ICC but I'm going tomorrow with Nee. I've been trying to go there since Wednesday but my dad left at home dumbstruck as he knew I wanted to go with him straight after sending my sibling off to school. Then yesterday (Thursday), I was already at the ICC Gate WHEN my baby nephew made a boo boo that we didn't bring any extra nappies and ended up going home. Haha ALL my chances are like blown away! So hopefully tomorrow I'll be going there as it'll be the last day and closes midday.

Today, received free chicken and some green mangoes (the sour ones; Palam) from my Aunt. She gave two Palam and just by seeing those bag, my face squinted feeling the sour aura from the Palam. My maid is surely going to make Jeruk (something like pickle, put into sugar water+chili, abit of vinegar) out of those.

These are the Palam

Another reason why today is quiet; my baby nephew is sleeping over at his grandparent's home in Sg. Tilong for three days. I might be seeing him on Monday. I'm going to be busy if he cries so much due to the fact his parent wont be around from morning till afternoon due to the military exercise going on. The only thing that I'm worry is feeding him. He gets tantrums if he's not in the right position or the bottle is in the wrong angle. Atleast I can always put him to sleep 

Lately, I've been playing my Nintendo DS and playing Mario Kart with Oni via Wifi. Oni is still in Brisbane so we decided to play and as I predicted, I end up last but Oni gave in twice which was nice of him. I also have been leveling up New Super Mario today. It was kind of annoying because I have this thing with patience. Not a patience person when it comes to games. I like to rush things, which I end up dead in between

Anyway that's all for tonight. I hope to blog soon and hope there's something exciting to do.

2010 KL

So it begins...

Just a few hours before today, I sent two job applications and I hope that I'll be able to be called for an interview although I may not have the minimum experience requirement for the two jobs. No more long hours of chilling and playing Facebook or even Guild Wars as I seek for money to survive and because my dad is pulling my leg to get a job! 

I've been helping my sister with her baby ever since I got back and I have to admit, motherhood is challenging.It's not only about changing diapers and loud cries, but waking up to feed the baby for every two hours caused my brain to malfunction. It made me concentrate on the baby and I lacked of sleep as well as not realising what day or date it was. Now my nephew is 3 months old and I don't know how much he'll weigh for the next check up. Last time he was 6.1kg and that's when he was just 2 months! His first month was a 1kg less. I'm like WHOA! Baby loves milk xD

My chubby cheeks nephew sleeping on my arms

I'm also currently tutoring my niece to polish up her english. So she's been coming over to my place and during the school holiday we went to the library for an english test. Outcome; disappointed and could understand that there were a few distractions from her brother and cousin (and probable abit of me xD). 

Oh, I went on a short trip to KL just middle of the month but this time to accompany my pregnant best friend who wanted to visit her hubby. They miss each other. I fortunately found time to meet up with Ben, Jason and Ivan again. They are such wonderful host! I can't wait for them to arrive to Brunei and hopefully I'm able to give them a tour.

I've also try to tidy up my room quite some time and yesterday made it seem worth it. Unfortunately I still have some stuff on my bed including my 20 frogs. So before I go to bed, I have to remove the stuff to make room for me and leaving my frogs on where they are.

My frogs

I haven't got much to update as I just help my sister with the baby and some errands, staying up late playing Guild Wars and just being infront of the computer. I also made some cookies and brownies. The peanut butter with chocolate chip cookies are a hit amongst my family and I didnt expect that much of compliments. So I'll be baking those for the upcoming festive season Hari Raya.

Its past 1am now and I think i might go to bed but before that.....argh! removing some stuff. I'll be continuing to tidy my room so that the floor doesnt have much stuff.

Hope to type in soon.

Dinner with Gen and After dinner walk

Friday 11th December 2009

2010 what am I looking for?

2010 is here and yet, I'm not too eager about the new year. I'm not sure what this year brings me but a whole lot of expectation especially returning to Melbourne to continue for my Honours degree (Insya-Allah). If not, I'll be starting my career with that I'm not eager about finding a job just yet when my heart still wants to keep on having education.

I'm staying with my parent in Bangkok for the mean time and heck it has been a boring holiday. However, it rained today which made me excited to see rain pouring heavily. Waiting for the weekend so dad could take me out on a shopping spree. I need to get a motherboard for my Asus Laptop which I've not been using for more than 6 months. I miss my ASUS though it's lying on the bed.

I also need to get stuff for my maid and my best friends birthday gifts. Though I'm not sure if my luggage still fits as I arrived from Melbourne. So imagine all the left over junks from Melbourne..well, was 26 Kg on the way here. In this case, have to repack and leave some for my parent to bring some when they return to Brunei on the following week.

I'm leaving Bangkok on the 10th and soon I'll be having my Indonesian friend, Helen, coming for her holidays. Though I'm pretty worried of places to take her since she'll be in Brunei for a week. Thank God, my cousin, Ejul, is helpful enough to guide us at Temburong. Hope the plan goes well.

This also include for next weekend is my sleepover at the Empire with my best friends. Seems like a busy week for next week as I have to clear some errand with M.O.E as I have finished my scholarship contract with them and need to claim some receipts. Hopefully, I could also get another offer from them.

At this point, I want to meet with all my family and friends whom I missed so much for 3 years even though I've been returning for holidays, it just feels that it ain't enough to meet up. Hopefully there will be a big feast for the family since my sister's son has to undergo Aqiqah.

Aqiqah is an Islamic term for:

Aqiqah literally means cut and this word is often used for the hair of a new born baby that is cut or shaved.

Aqiqah is defined as the animal that is slaughtered on the occasion when the hair of a new born is shaved.

The animal is called aqiqah and it is also encouraged for the animal to be called nasikah or zhabihah.

source: http://www.aqiqahkorban.com/aqiqah.html

So my parent decide to include a blessing feast for my siblings and I that have graduated and passed exams. It's going to be one full house

I chatted with B yesterday and I had quite a lot of questions of hows everyone and the gift exchange. Basically gift exchange was not so like 2008. I also chatted with Lawrence and he told me about this drawing he's trying to do since its been a while. I can't wait to see the outcome. They are also planning for Sydney in May. Gosh, if only I could join them. Even if I do, might as well drag Nee along. Its been awhile since she seen them.

Now its a matter of waiting to return to Brunei. I'm also going to dread the internet connection especially if the boys are asking to play Guild Wars. Though I doubt it and I'll be waiting to grab the chance to hangout with them including my little fellow friend Oni. Well, not sure if he is little but because he's the baby in RGB guild. He's trying to escape from meeting with us.

I have things to do next; Cooking dinner. I didn't cook lunch neither did my mum, so I guess we weren't hungry after eating some pancakes. So, hopefully when I'm bored or got something to type about, I'll post to you all soon.

Thank you again for reading

2009 filled with memories

University and Melbourne Life
So, I've graduated from Swinburne University of Technology and my Final semester result wasn't all that proud, though,I managed to pass and still have a distinction. Without a doubt, I had my family and Dyna, coming for my graduation on the 22nd December 2009.

Receiving my award and being the FIRST one to go on stage

I graduated with my other fellow Uni friends; Edison, Eileena, Kevin, Mughz, Raessa, Raskhy, Siska, Sophie and Tina. Sadly to say, C dude wasn't around during the ceremony. Lost in Sight.

With that, here's a piece of last moment related to C dude just before the Final Exam

Thursday
On Thursday, I was on the was to class and obviously my route is to go to the door that leads the staircase of BA building instead of going up the library entrance to my BA building main entrance.

I was with Sansan, then just by a few steps before reaching the door, C dude came out from that door and I was like "SINCE WHEN?!" but I acted focus on listening to Sansan's story with a smile on my face.

BUT that wasn't the last time I saw him on that day. After class, I went to Bread Kingdom to buy bread. Then went back home and I was walking fast that just at the other side of the CORNER C DUDE appeared but I BRAKED, if not I WOULD HAVE BUMPED HARD ON HIM and would have the chance to talk to him.

I was surprised when we met at the corner but he too braked but I just smiled and left. Talk about been cool and awkward at the same time. Sigh~! See the chances blown away just like that. xD

Saturday
Heck! today I saw him AGAIN! this time at McD, I was with B sitting at the window and all of the sudden while facing B having debate on religion, C dude sat the seat next to B. I was like of all seats, why so close! There were other empty seats. Coincidentally I was telling Lawrence about C Dude I think the day before, and all of the sudden, C dude appears the next day. How fate leads you to him.

B and Lawrence think he does have a thing for me and THEY are trying to stalk to him in other words TALK TO HIM for me which I told them not to because its between me and him. They also said that it's like both of us stalking each other, if u noticed he started to use the stairs i always go to and then he sits quite near to me.

Sunday (I was typing this in the library trying to get away from Lawrence's bullying)
I'm in the library and HE'S HERE!!! And Uchi saw how we both reacted when we past each other, both shy away! and B was impress with his height and that we'll make a cute couple but I'm annoyed coz Lawrence keeps on teasing and trying to pull my leg.

Monday
On the way to the library at 10pm, saw C dude outside just before he was coming down and me coming up the stairs to the Atrium on the other side.Eileena, Lawrence and Sande was with me. Eileena said "Eh u two cam tak tengok (like don't look at) each other"

I told her "Yelah we always automatically do the same thing" xD

Lawrence was with us and he said "It like He knows that you know he knows" and I said I know! wait..is it that transparent?!" and Lawrence said YES!! xD

we went to the Project Hub then Eileena said to me "Eh bukan kah ini budak yg pakai baju putih kawan c dude?" (Hey, isn't this the guy wearing white C dude's friend?)
and I was unsure because I always tend to see his back. The guy was with a friend. They were talking casual because Eileena eavesdrop until the other friend wanted to go home, cdude's friend said to him "Eh try to ask Da Siong to come back here (because she is here)"

Then Eileena she said to me "Eh pelik nya nama c Dude" (Eh, why so strange C dude's name?) and I was like HAH!? what did he say C dude's name?

Eileena said " Da Siong" and I told her that is not his name. and Eileena said ooh because Da Siong means BIG BEAR in Chinese. and I was like "Eh his badan (body) not big like bear mah!" and she said maybe they call him big bear because of his height.

I told Lawrence I will find that chance to talk to him and ask when his last day of exam which obviously DIDN'T HAPPENED. So that's what you called a BLOWN OFF CHANCE! But it would be pretty stunned if we coincidentally did meet each other in the future after some time. How daydreaming I am today! :P And yes my Uni crush story could be made a movie out of it or even a drama series.

Anyways, I had a memorable time in SUT as I didn't expect to have this much of friends who I'd miss and hope that we'll be able to be in reach. I also had time with Kevser and boy, talk about girls' day out. We went shopping and met up with Fatih's parent aswell as Kevser's later in the evening. Arrived home around midnight. I miss her jolliness and freakiness. I had a reply by email which I need to reply back soon.

Kevser and Fatih even planned to get me match make with this Bruneian Chinese who embraced Islam in Melbourne just only because I had liking for slitty eyes. Thank you guys but it just freaked me out. Haha. Wishing you two the best in the future and may Allah bless u with good health,wealth and many blessings to come.

I've also learnt how to make Bubur Cha cha from Uchi (Penang-er) and even Sushi. Had a blast having group cooking and meal. I also had the chance to even be able to go to the Great Ocean Road and the weather was great. Speaking of which, I wont be missing Melbourne 4 season in 1 day. Just unpredictable and summer was freaking hot for me.

That I didn't have a proper farewell get together with the AWESOME people. We had gift exchange on the Boxing day but I was all in a rush because I had to send and help Dyna with her packing for her flight that night. I also had to do my packing as my flight was on the following morning.

Lawrence opening the less than 0.05% alcohol Champagne bottle

The gift exchange was all teary. I didn't want to cry but before that I met up with Lawrence at Chadstone and on the way to Glenferrie, he said he will miss me and I felt my heart crunch but held it back. Once we arrived Glenferrie and cleared the stuff from my apartment, went over to B and she gave me such a heartfelt gift, that I started to tear up. Eileena was in tears after looking at my state and when I hugged everyone goodbye.

How I wish leaving Melbourne was that easy but it wasn't as I had many friendship and memories built by the people who I spent time with. That is why I'm trying to get an offer for Honours Degree from Monash and Deakin in Melbourne; and Griffith in Brisbane. Pray for me that I do get an offer and I'll be financially supported.

LIFE
Life for 2009 has been overwhelmed and filled with Joy, laughter,sadness and unexpected memories. I had my sister's wedding early this year and almost towards the end of the year, 29th December 2009, a new addition had made us all excited. Ak Muhammad Saifullah with his cute nose (just like my sister's) is my newborn baby nephew and I can't wait to hold him! He is the first Grandson for my parent but the 2nd grandchildren after our late Azrina.

Ak Muhd Saifullah bin Pg Khairollah

At this moment, I'm in Bangkok. I flew from Melbourne on 27th as Yuyul had plan to stay over in Bangkok on the same day. She was first to arrive and I had caught a sore throat making it horrible for me to enjoy the holiday with Yuyul and her sister, baby. However, they were more to shopping as we only did one sight-seeing which was at the floating market.

Sadly, my sibling left on the 30th and Yuyul's on the 31st. Apparently I spent NYE with my parent and still having the bad sore throat and sniffles. I wasn't all hype for 2010 as I wasn't looking forward for career just yet as I still want to continue to study but then, I still have to apply just in case I wont get an offer or I wont be able to get financial support.

So here I say farewell 2009, but memories are always kept alive. The year that I changed for.

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My Graduation 2009

22nd December 2009.
Friends:
Edison Tong Lei
Eileena & Kevin
Siska
Raessa
Raskhy
Mughni
Thao
Tina Liu Dan
Sophie